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Give or take ?

permalink Posted On: Thursday, August 19, 2010 @12:33 AM | 0 hearts fluttered

this is a very serious question in the moment ..
it ~~crashing~~ my mind since it happen from last month ..
is about my job environment ..

as my friends know ..
i'm working in a informal & unsystematic environment ..
so nothing much "good" or "better" results will coming out ..
isn't it ?
when fitting in informal & unsystematic environment ,
you must have super power to defend all those ~~miserable~~ things ,
right ?

yes ,
i admin i do not have those power yet and unable to fitting in it ..
and i feel stress & uncomfortable since that thing happened ..
during this month ,
my health is getting problems ..
high blood pressure , asthma , antibiotic getting weaker ..

can you imagine at this age i got the high blood pressure ?
this feel is so suck !!
and .. no words can express my feel when i got these from my blood test report ..

i got three words for the one who make me so mad ..
~~FUxK ! FUxK !! FUxK !!!~~

other people not pick up the phone , my fault ..
other people no bring phone , my fault ..
other people not coming down from car , my fault ..
other people not appear in front of him in second , my fault ..
other people going back home , my fault ..
other people not finish their job , my fault ..
his factory he does not know where those tools & machine put , my fault ..

what the heck ?!
i'm only the accountant ..
not the superman who can control other people mind or position ..
can i ~~disturb~~ other people job's responsibilities ?
can i ~~over control~~ other people jobs ?
they keep say do your job is enough ..
at the end ?
everything is your fault ..
just because HE PAYS YOU SALARY !

my working life since i was work from 14 , almost 10 years ..
i never had been treated by this way ..
even i'm doing in senior or junior positions in other companies ..
even my ex job's salary is higher than this company ..
i am never and ever been yelled like this !!
this is not the 1st time been yelled like no one ..
even my mom or dad are never do that to me ..

you know what i feel ?
is suck ! is mad !
just because he pays me salary ,
so i have deserve those things ?

i think i'm going to change work if i got the chance ..
hais ..

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