permalink Posted On: Monday, February 15, 2010 @11:32 PM | 0 hearts fluttered

so surprise when i get your call .

really i do .. 

when you asked me why less contact with you ,

i didn't not mean to keep away from you .

but your action did tell me .

anyway .. we had been no contact since that day happened ..

i am not blaming you or anything ..

i just feel that ,

has a gap between us is the best condition for us ..

at least i know you're good and safe ,

that's enough for me ..

i really do feel like that , trust me ..

i don wan cause any troublesome to you ..

however , today i get your call ,

i just realised that ,

we had long time no talk to each other ..

more than half year .. perhaps ?

and i think many things about us from last time ..

after cut the line ..

we been tgt about 5 years , 

not a short period ..

and i am really sad when it's over ..

i think we can make it when the time is telling us we can't 

yeah , maybe i got careless about your feelings ..

but , i am who am i since you know me ..

and you said it's doesn't matter for you ..

that's not an excuse to not care about you ..

that's i am giving large honesty and freedom for you ..

i did care about you when you with me ,

i did stand by you when you want me ..

i did talk to you when you need me ,

i did think for you before anything i did ..

and i feel i did anything what gf should do ..

you always says you know me well than others ,

even my family & my frens ..

yes , you did , in certain ways ..

but not all ..

anyway , i'm glad you still think about me ..

but , everything is over ..

i'm not going to think much now ,

we can be fren , just fren only ..

all i want is this ..

cut off those non-sense things ..

you know i am not like those things much ..

last , here i wish you ,

have a happy year and good health ..

pass my greeting to your parents as well ..

take good care for your gf and parents ..

dont do you did last time anymore ..